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A survivor of a stormsurvivors- let me tell you my story,
[of] yesterday and today,
.... LIFE and d-e-a-t-h.

No one understands the storm,
Me and my misery;
we all have our demons
we're all abusers--- survivors.

It's all in my head,
pain-
words-
war-
my suicide.

It's all in my head;
sometimes
God Will Solve Your TroublesLook past the fog the clouds your mind
Agony in front, jubilation behind.
If you want to be happy forget all the pain
Just move on, and your troubles are slain.
Slip to the passenger side, let God take the wheel
He'll take you along and help you to heal.
He has a plan if you'll wait and see
He wants you to be happy and free.
As do I if you'll listen close
Sometimes I fear I want it the most.
I hope there's others who want your freedom
But not at the price of rising to the father's kingdom.
It's not your time, it not your fate
I believe in you, it's not too late.
I'll never give up on you and leave you alone
I won't leave your side, not even w
Hope For A Better TomorrowI have hope for a better tomorrow
God will come and end your sorrow.
When life gives you more than you can take
And you feel your arms are about to break.
Look up to the sky, look up to the sun
And believe that your battle is already won.
You say that agony is all that you see
Does that mean that your pain comes also from me?
I've heard your laugh, I've seen your smile
But I won't say that you're in denial.
Your life is hard that much is true
But God will open the door and let happiness ensue.
Sometimes                                                                            Is this real life?

I wonder
Why do you ask?

                        
Eternity of TearsWe've all had our hardships, I know life's cruel
It's not sunny and happy, I'm not a fool.
Life is tainted in hatred and stained with regret
It's filled with scars that we won't forget.
I lose all those close to me, they continue to fall
But i don't let it hinder when I feel I've lost it all.
I cry many tears, I have many scars
Yet I try to piece together my heart covered in mares.
I hurt with each insult, I die with all these lies
But I pick myself up, screw them, I'll rise.
They can't hurt me if I remain alone
It's terrible truth, but I will condone.
I'm trying my hardest to bring you light
However my friend, this is not a fair fight.
Just
Tears of Pain, but not my ownYou have died, you were brought back
Death isn't the key, an obvious fact.
At this age of life none of us are free
I too am someone's property.
I have to obey, and do it right
They say I'm a screw up each day and each night.
Why can't you see that I bleed with each word?
It pains me that you feel you aren't heard.
I hurt every time you say "I want to die."
Every single time I cry.
I don't want to lose you, you deserve to live
I want you to have more than I can give.
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As smooth as the breeze in the sand she was
And just as dark as the steam
Only her tears fell down to her neck
Forming a silvery stream…

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The picture is an autoportrait of myself, perhaps a bit narcistic, but I sort of wanted to capture my thoughts as they flew in that night...
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~moelker100 Feb 5, 2013  Professional Filmographer
Love the picture please moor
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